After months of soul-searching(school work), hours of spiritual healing (sleeping), and ego smashing (twittering) I have decided to publish another rant here in my stupid blog.
It's been 6 days of summer vacation and it's getting worse.
I am now addicted to twitter and I have nothing else to do besides controlling my hunger and breathing and twitter-ing. (yeah I made it a verb)
Also, this is the time that I am prone to self=loathing and thinking things through, upsetting myself and being vulnerable to insecurities.
I know I don't wanna go emotional nonetheless nothing distracts me to be one.
Anyway while I was surfing on TV channels, (which is my recreational activity and am doing all day to keep myself occupied until April 16) I stopped when I saw a UAAP Basketball re-run and it was a tight game between the UST Growling Tigers and the Ateneo Blue Eagles.
While watching, my mind floats somewhere else, and reckons "mmm. What if I'm in college and am watching this game live.... Where am I going to sit? On the Bleachers, cheering with my friends; Courtside, snapping photos for the Universities' herald, or there at the same spot, holding a microphone, facing a camera and reading cue cards reporting for the telecast of the game. hmmmm"
Regarding april 16 that' when i'll take review program for entrance exams and I have motivated myself to go through it.
God bless
:)
jesixxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
Thursday, March 26, 2009
Monday, January 19, 2009
Real Stupidity
Jan 19, 2009: The best and worst day in my teenage life ever.
So here I was waiting for the Jonas Brothers' live video chat. At first thought I was so sure that I didn't have to care If I were to be late for school, until my mom went down the room where I was waiting. Then my mom scolded me for being "too early to get dressed" which was another case of overreaction right?
And then eff, fear launched through me, err lemme rephrase that. A very ridiculous kind of fear launched through me, FEAR OF BEING LATE FOR SCHOOL, how STUPID of me.
Then OMG they removed the paper that covered the webcam which revealed a couch, a long tan-brown couch. Then OMFJ!
Joe, Nick popped on the screen first and then my Kevi-boo. So back on the chatroom we were like in our so called "OMG state of mind"
Though they were late, (like 30 minutes late-late) and had a rough start everything was totally worthy. AND THEN SHii HAPPENED. It was 6:50 and it came to me that school bell must be ringing by that time; Joe, Nick, Kevi-boo and their friends were frozen on my screen and omg. I hit ALT+F4, sht the laptop down and there. SHIII HAPPENED.
I'M VERY REGRETFUL ABOUT THAT
So here I was waiting for the Jonas Brothers' live video chat. At first thought I was so sure that I didn't have to care If I were to be late for school, until my mom went down the room where I was waiting. Then my mom scolded me for being "too early to get dressed" which was another case of overreaction right?
And then eff, fear launched through me, err lemme rephrase that. A very ridiculous kind of fear launched through me, FEAR OF BEING LATE FOR SCHOOL, how STUPID of me.
Then OMG they removed the paper that covered the webcam which revealed a couch, a long tan-brown couch. Then OMFJ!
Joe, Nick popped on the screen first and then my Kevi-boo. So back on the chatroom we were like in our so called "OMG state of mind"
Though they were late, (like 30 minutes late-late) and had a rough start everything was totally worthy. AND THEN SHii HAPPENED. It was 6:50 and it came to me that school bell must be ringing by that time; Joe, Nick, Kevi-boo and their friends were frozen on my screen and omg. I hit ALT+F4, sht the laptop down and there. SHIII HAPPENED.
I'M VERY REGRETFUL ABOUT THAT
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