Thursday, March 26, 2009

The Skeptic State of Mind

After months of soul-searching(school work), hours of spiritual healing (sleeping), and ego smashing (twittering) I have decided to publish another rant here in my stupid blog.

It's been 6 days of summer vacation and it's getting worse.

I am now addicted to twitter and I have nothing else to do besides controlling my hunger and breathing and twitter-ing. (yeah I made it a verb)

Also, this is the time that I am prone to self=loathing and thinking things through, upsetting myself and being vulnerable to insecurities.

I know I don't wanna go emotional nonetheless nothing distracts me to be one.

Anyway while I was surfing on TV channels, (which is my recreational activity and am doing all day to keep myself occupied until April 16) I stopped when I saw a UAAP Basketball re-run and it was a tight game between the UST Growling Tigers and the Ateneo Blue Eagles.

While watching, my mind floats somewhere else, and reckons "mmm. What if I'm in college and am watching this game live.... Where am I going to sit? On the Bleachers, cheering with my friends; Courtside, snapping photos for the Universities' herald, or there at the same spot, holding a microphone, facing a camera and reading cue cards reporting for the telecast of the game. hmmmm"

Regarding april 16 that' when i'll take review program for entrance exams and I have motivated myself to go through it.

God bless
:)
jesixxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

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